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Wasn't sure if I should upload this but...meh. I'm soooo sorry for being emo...
But I was up late one night and that always makes me depressed (I'm not just saying that btw, I've beenfucking diagnosed) and then I thought it'd be a good idea to pull out a family photo album...
The pictures of my dad make me cry...he died of a heart attack on Christmas day about...6 years ago, now, I was 10...
Yeah, wasn't fun...
Plus I was the one that found him...cos we were the only ones in the house. I rang 999 and everything but I guess it was all too severe. I've learned to live with my grief, but of course every now and then it gets the better of me, when that happens I usually just curl up and cry for a bit
The song is 'Who Knew' by P!nk, because I pretty much consider it the song for my dad...he liked P!nk and I remember him playing me this song when I was little and explaining it was about her losing her best friend to cancer...plus the lyrics describe my feelings better than I ever could. I chose that verse because it's the one that always makes me cry (if I'm not already)
The pain of losing a parent (or anyone you love) I guess is one you can't fully understand until it happens to you, but it's really hard to get through.
Basically, I'm feeling fine now.
I was just fairly proud of the composition of this one...But I'll delete it if it attracts any negative comments...
Pose reference from *SenshiStock because I suck at drawing when I'm sad.
But I was up late one night and that always makes me depressed (I'm not just saying that btw, I've been
The pictures of my dad make me cry...he died of a heart attack on Christmas day about...6 years ago, now, I was 10...
Yeah, wasn't fun...
Plus I was the one that found him...cos we were the only ones in the house. I rang 999 and everything but I guess it was all too severe. I've learned to live with my grief, but of course every now and then it gets the better of me, when that happens I usually just curl up and cry for a bit
The song is 'Who Knew' by P!nk, because I pretty much consider it the song for my dad...he liked P!nk and I remember him playing me this song when I was little and explaining it was about her losing her best friend to cancer...plus the lyrics describe my feelings better than I ever could. I chose that verse because it's the one that always makes me cry (if I'm not already)
The pain of losing a parent (or anyone you love) I guess is one you can't fully understand until it happens to you, but it's really hard to get through.
Basically, I'm feeling fine now.
I was just fairly proud of the composition of this one...But I'll delete it if it attracts any negative comments...
Pose reference from *SenshiStock because I suck at drawing when I'm sad.
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beautiful and heart touching painting ,this art really sad and made me tears in eyes . i totally feel your pain . my dearest dad just passed on 1/17 this year from lung cancer . this the worst saddest thing i have ever felt . i miss my dad too . anyway thank your art i saved it and posted in my blog if u not mind.
girl ,your father wont forget you ,he is an angel in God's arms and always watching over you in heaven , you will meet him again .